A good bye to summer...

Ah yes summer. That wonderful time in people's lives filled with bands and concerts, beach trips, road trips, wild parties and just hanging with friends. I went into summer with this mentality, that everything would be fine. But life doesn't work like that. Summer is not separate from life. Unfortunately. Because, this summer, life hit hard. I have to say this is probably the worse summer I have ever had. I was sick with an infection, had plenty of drama happen with friends, hurt another friend, went crazy multiple times,family troubles, just the usual. It sucks. Big time. So it just made me realize something. Summer is going to be different. It always has been but now its just more noticeable. That everything is changing. Really it started last summer. That was for the longest time the worst summer of my life with the utter disintegration of my relationship with my girlfriend. But now, seeing how many things happened now its just...just...ugh. Horrible for lack of a better word. Life can't be ignored and I cannot live in this little bubble anymore where life is good. Where summer means freedom with no responsibility because there will be always responsibility. I suppose this has just been a wake up call to life and the world. because it never works out the way we wanted it to or expected it to. But like I have mentioned my good friend Frank Sinatra saying: "That's Life". Yes Frank that's life and I say: "Unfortunately"