My own worse enemy part 2...

I continue now with an enemy of my own that I mentioned in a previous post. My heart. Now that is I'm relating emotions to the heart even though really where do emotions come from? Anyway, yes the heart. The silly little thing that once the fluttering and butteries in the tummy start it goes right slong for the downfall. That little thing can make even the most logical person tear at their hair in frustration. The heart, the object that we can't control. How often do we hold feeling for osmeone we shouldn't? A person who tears us down, uses us, and can charm and hurt us like no other. Our brain will scream out "No, no, no! This isn't right and you know it!" How strange that we know things are wrong or right and yet due to some emotion such as fear or our attachment to someone we will do those things that just, well for the lack of a better word make us look stupid. Then we say to ourselves "Well I'll never do that again! I'll be a different person next time!" What happens when next time comes around? Fail. Exactly. Because our logic and emotions at least to me, are constantly battling. One wants one thing and one wants another and rarely they agree on anything. The heart may say to go on ahead this feeling you have is okay and its good while the brain is sening red flags trying to keep you from making an idiot out of yourself. We've all experienced it. Probably more than once. Hell, I've had feeling for a person for the past two years and if you knew how this person treated me you'd have to ask "What the heck is wrong with you? You actually let someone treat you like that?" Well yes I do. I'm not saying I like the way they make me feel then but when they act like they enjoy my company and everything then I'm happy but my brain is constantly telling me "Yes but that's not going to last just you wait." Of ocurse my brain is right. but why then do I keep making an idiot out of myself? Because my emotions sway our opinions and out way of thinking. Sympathy, fear, love. They blind our decision making. I'm not downining emotions or anything but I'm saying our hearts can be our best friend and our worst enemy or at least just one. That is to say that its not always the hearts fault. There's the brain as well, he dislikes us too but whatever. Sometimes they're bitter nemies, sometimes they're best friends and sometimes they're the most evil overwhelming power youve ever seen. But that's just life.