Come...Walk into the shadow of my mind...bask in the insanity...and know who I am and how I feel.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Do you know what I miss?
The good old days. When you were in junior high and hopelessly in love with that person and you'd see them everyday at school and just enjoy their company. Walk together down the halls, shyly steal glances at each other, and subtly letting your hands grace each others or your fingers. I remember when I was younger like that. But time changed. My girlfriend my Junior year in high school was the last one who I actually carried a relationship where we saw each other everyday and got to hang out together. After that it was moderate to extreme long distance in my relationships. One living in 29 Palms while I lived (at the time due to college) in la Mirada. Well crap. That was a bust. Next lived in Montebello but we got to see each other frequently. I won't go into detail about that but if you read my "I hate you post" Then you'll get a feeling how I feel about her. Last was my recent one a few months back. She lived in Los Alamitos. I miss having a relationship where I could see my girlfriend everyday. It sucks. I wish I could go back and make the most of that time. The younger years where summers days were special in that wonderful way. Where you BARELY had any drama. I can still see myself sitting in my classes 6-8th grade and the years before that and the years after that. It goes by fast people. So enjoy it while it lasts. Do it wisely though. I'm not condoning absolute mayhem, carnage, and sinning here.
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