Friday, August 7, 2009

42

The answer to life, the universe...everything. Also a very epic Coldplay son. Well this one will address only life instead of Coldplay (sad I know right?). Well here we go. Life...sucks. The plans we have, the dreams we want fulfilled, the hopes all can and will often enough come crashing down. Its not fair. Then again I think the only reason we find Life to not be fair is because we have presuppositions on how its supposed to be like. These stem from the way its portrayed in movies, books, and just general stories. These build up and we start imagining the way we want our life. We move on from wanting superpowers and to fly or fight crime like Superman or Batman to imagining how we'll be succesful or how happily in love we'll be when we find out princess/knight in shinning armor. But then that horrible things hits. Reality. They seem to go hand in hand reality and life. We understand its not like the way it is in stories. Because the young, old, loved, and undeserving wll die. The hero will save the world and die wishing he wasn't the hero he was while the bad guy gets to live his life out. We don't always get the girl/guy we want and those who were supposed to love you betray you. Frank Sinatra says it "That's Life" and I say Frank "yes Frank that's life. Unfortunately." But we are doomed or blessed (depending on your outlook) to live it. And all these things, the happiness, the sadness, anger and joy are all apart of it. Life isn't always what we make it because we aren't in control. Our plans will never always go well. We have to take it all because if we ignore them and try and live life without all these things then what? Aren't we just lying to ourselves? Believe me I hat ethis life. I try and do my best, to be a good person. Then what awaits me? My death. An end to this twisted story of life. Isn't it grand? The best way to end such a twisted comedy. Psh Shaespeare only wishes he could have written such a twisted story. Yet here it is. Do you know how I want to die? I want o slowly bleed to death. Just so I could lie there as i slip away so I can laugh, cry and be myself one last time. Remember my life as it flashes before me. Discover the true meaning of life as I slip away and smile and the cruel irony before I meet my maker for the finale and beginning. Twisted right? Well that's life. Its unfair, cruel, and can be weird and twisted. But its all we got. If I were happy all the time would I be really happy? No. I think I'd break down and ask for osme grief just so I could remember what happiness feels like when I come back to it. We need a fresh dose or we'd lose the sense of feeling happy, grateful, or having fun. But hey I'm just a guy going through life. Aren't we all. When we die we'll forget about this life anyway. In heaven why would you worry about your old life in perfection? Life sucks, I know. But I don't live for this life butthe next. I admit I'd like to have an easy going life but after a while I think I'd like some type of adventure, trial or osmething before I get bored. But heythat's me and THAT"S LIFE.

Don't take life to seriously
No one gets out alive
all we can hope for is
when all is said and done more is done than said

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