This will be probably the final one in the "My worst enemy" writings. I've looked at my previous posts and come to a conclusion that I didn't see from the beginning. My own worse enemy is me. Me, myself and I. All of us. The person who sabotages our lives, our relationships, friendship and just generally every piece of this crappy life is ourselves. Its caused by our swaying emotions, indecisiveness, and just plain refusal to cooperate. Sure other people are involved in the mix and there's reason for everything but seriously how often have we completely screwed something up and look back and "gee I wish i wasn't a complete and total moron" Ever happened to you? Yeah. Its just..ugh. Being human and making mistakes and doing stupid things suck. But and unfortunately it happens. And no matter how hard you try things won't ever be the same. Cause you messed up. But that's how it works. We're one big Roman Empire. Destroying ourselves from the inside out. But we're humans. Its what we do. And it sucks. But that doesn't mean its all bad or its the end. No it means things will just be different and you have to adapt to that. Sometimes we can pick up the pieces and carry on forward and sometimes you can repair what has been broken and can go back just a little bit wiser. And yes sometimes it won't be the same and it'll be different but I live with this in mind: there has to be a reason and though we will always have those "Why's", "what if's" and all the "But wait a minute's" there is a lesson learned God teaches us. Its up to us to decide what it is. So to everyone who has to I wish you good luck and Godspeed.
"Pay my respects to grace and virtue,
Send my condolences to good.
Give my regards to soul and romance,
They always did the best they could.
And so long to devotion,
You taught me everything I know.
Wave goodbye, Wish me well."
-Human, by the Killers
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