In the light of recent event I realize...

I realized something when I woke up this morning. The emotions I've held lately after my grandmothers passing. The reason i feel this way is because there is absolutely nothing I can do. I couldn't do anything. It was out of my power and I-I miss her. I mean she was in her years so it wasn't like your movie grandson, grandmother relationship but that didn't mean I didn't love her. I miss her and I feel powerless to do anything. I wish I could give my mother words of encouragement but right now I don't know how she would take them. Even so I think I should tell her something.