Bittersweet week...

This week has been giving off positive and negative vibes. I hate it. I'm so mixed around. It sucks. Let's recap so far:

Monday

Positive:Ran into a friend I haven't see in a while and we got to hang out and just talka nd laugh about the old days.

Negative: My grandma isn't do well (she's 92) and my mother ha sbeen at the hospital with her since Saturday night. Also, my friend, as great as he is, has a addiction to Pot but says it calms him. I don't want to see him get in trouble so I made sure we didn't drive around too much. Third, a friend of mine is thinking of using her ex as a "hook up" but now she's falling for the douche bag and I've been trying to convince her not to pursue anything but lo and behold I find out some truth: She's in love with him even though he has hurt her over and over again. The world is weird.

Tuesday

Positive: My friend Kristina came to visit! Its been a while since I had seen her and I was happy seeing her. Made the day better. Finally got a green tea frappe which made the day better.

Negative: My mom came back home from seeing my grandma and she was tired beyond all reason and really needed sleep but woke up feeling sick in the middle of the night, interrupting said sleep. My friend is trapped with her feeling for this guy and he's one of the main causes for her lack of confidnce and low self asteem. I hate what he's done to her.

Wednesday

Positive:....I got to sleep in? Well no I do that already I think that its more I actually got a full nights sleep for once (I have been getting anywhere from 5-6 hours). So yeah. I also get to go to church since the big guy and I need to talk some.

Negative: My idiot of a nephew is pulling his stupid crap again, thus making my mother frustrated and sad. To top that off he's dating a girl who is no good for him and is crazy. Then a good friend of mine texts me telling me on how he had ended his strong running relationship of four months with his girlfriend, her stating that he didn't try hard enough to see her. Which made me quite angry as I was told something to the same affect when I broke up with my ex a year ago. So he's bummed out and right now its only 11:20. The day is still young and this crap has already happened. Bleh. Well let's see how the rest of this day turns out and hopefully tomorrow will be better. I just have to make it to friday when I leave for the weekend to a friends house.


Thursday


Positive: I had a doctors appointment but it got canceled and extended until the 7th of July. Win. Um... ah! I got to see my grandmother last night which, God willing will not be the last time. My friend has come to her sense and now see's the idiot ex she was going to hook up with as a person who was going to only use her so she dropped him like a bad habit. My nephew came over but I didn't get a chance to speak to him. Which is a bummer.

Negative: I keep getting a call from this Christian university for the past few days. I have a hard time saying no to people and this guy won't take the hint. I feel bad because I lied to give him a moment to explain about his school and now I feel bad because he feels I belong there but I'm not going so I need to make it clear today that I'm not interested. And as I've learned Michael Jackson died. Sure we made all the jokes and poked fun but in my opinion the man's music was legendary. Good bye Michael. Another negative is the trouble amongst family with the recent illness of my grandmother. A fight yesterday broke out between my mother and her brother, my uncle. Needless to say this ended with them being asked to leave and my mother promising not to go back up there. Ugh.

Friday

Positive: Today is the day when I get to see my friends and take a vacation away from my vacation. I can't wait!