An answer of sort...

What a fool I am! I have realized something recently. You may remember my previous blog where I asked for a sort of definition of what love is. Today I have realized something. You cannot define love. I realize now there are those emotions that you cannot describe and understand, unless you experience them yourself! How foolish I was to not sit down and truly consider this! To truly understand love I must experience it. And I have. On a level with a friend but not romantic love. Which is the love I desire to experience but it eludes me still. But I consider this: if the love for my friend could be on the level i felt then the level of love for one romantically must be an exceedingly great one! And the love God has for us must be one that is truly immeasurable! How great God is!!


LOVE IS LOVE. THERE IS NO OTHER WAY TO DESCRIBE IT.

MODESTY...

Is dead. Well maybe not completely dead i will admit there are still some who practice modesty. But I'm losing faith in that considering the amounts of cleavage, underwear and general clothes that are too tight or loose I see in a day. Its a lot. Seriously dude how hard is it to pull up your pants and put on a belt? I have no desire to see what brand of underwear you're wearing or lack there of in some cases (causing momentary blindness and laughter from women around you dude). I don't know about you but when I know someone is staring at my butt and can see my underwear its a little weird. But that's just me. It seems men have mostly the baggy pants deal with modesty (I'm still trying to find problems with skinny jeans) and not as many as I can list as women (I am not trying to be sexist or anything). Its just I seriously ask myself sometimes how a woman can fit into those jeans and still be breathing? seriously how can you? It looks like you're going to pass out any minute now. Those can not be comfortable to sit in let alone walk around in. I never get the chance to see them try and pick something up because I know it must be something to see. I think they either A) Won't be able to or B) will end up splitting their pants. Now I'm not talking about the jeans that fit a little snug or just fit in general or anything. I'm talking about jeans that are tight enough to be your flesh. You have to be eating your underwear at that moment. Which bring me to my next point. Because I find it amazing that no matter what size shirt you wear it is going to ride up when you sit down, move forward or something. How is this possible? It boggles the mind. Is it the shirt or is it the pants? A combination of both perhaps? Either way there it is and leads me to the next object which is often brought to every one's attention: your underwear. Seriously? Just going to walk around all day with your underwear hanging out? I mean its there for the whole world to see. Has society really become comfortable with this? Yes I know "I don't have to look so what does it matter?" Well no i don't. But half the guys walking in the mall, or down the block have just seen your underwear. Congratulations. That guy will probably be telling his friends about you later. Really now you say we're all just pervs. Well it helps if there weren't anything to look at. I'm sorry I'm making an argument here and that was not my intention I was just bringing the death of modesty to attention. Okay so yes your underwear to the world or like in some cases, lack thereof. Which also confuses me because, although I have never tried it, that I would imagine would not feel good in certain cases cases. Running, exercising, etc. But yes. Guys too seriously exposing your tighty whities (I didn't even know guys still wore those) to everyone is a fashion faux pas. Guys just walk around, their shirts too small for them and when they stretch not only do you get stomach ville but underwear as well. I, and as many female in the area have made it clear, do not wish to see that. Next up cleavage. Just why? I have already a tough time talking to women and now you're going to throw that in my face (no pun intended) and make it hard to concentrate? is it a test? get through 5 minutes without looking? I know there are those who may want to appreciate their bodies in a certain way but when you complain about pigs always hitting on you and staring you might want to appreciate it in a different way. What interpretive dance not good enough? I don't know maybe I'm making a big deal its just I think people should maybe cover up more? i don't know. That's my opinion and you can accept it or not just think about it at least.